Over it…. irritated
So I started weight watchers again about 3 weeks ago. I’ve lost 3 pounds, partially because I was sick as fuck and didn’t eat for 3 days.
Now when it comes to dinner I get irratated. I usually only have about 10 or less points for dinner, but today I saved up because we’re supposed to go out for dinner. I have 16 points left. Yet I can’t find a damn thing at any of the restraunts that sounds remotely good and within my points. Even just a fucking sandwich is too many, I’m stuck with like appetizers or salad… woohoo!!
Its just irritating!!!! I hate it. I’m not that fat, but I am incredibly un healthy and getting weight off my joints will help with pain.
But seriously how am I suppose to stay on track when counting points make me feel like even more of a fat ass!?! Especially when I save up points for a day and STILL don’t have enough for anything!!!!!!
I’m just so irritated. And its even harder because I’m doing it with my girlfriend, she’s a little bigger than me so gets more points. So when dinner comes she usually has like 16 points, and I have 8 or 10. That makes it even harder, I have to eat way less when really I want to eat the same as her. I know I can’t do it and its bad for my body but fuck its hard.
I just need help!!!! And advice.